ILS--> I got NAKED~~

If you followed me on Twitter or Facebook you will know that I finally got the Urban Decay Naked palette (yaya I'm so happy!) Thanks to Wai <3

I've been wanting this Naked palette for such a long time, but I didn't got the chance to get it. It got sold out almost everywhere in the US.
I checked on Ebay some of them were even $60....
So I was like: NEVER that I'm going to buy that palette for $60=_=

Then last week I got a message from Wai, she said it was a life death situation....(actually it was a LIFE DEATH situation)
I read her twitter, she said that she got the Naked palette...Then I understood it immediately that THE LIFE DEATH was the NAKED PALETTE!
So I went to the Sephora really fast and I asked the staff to reserve it for me
Then I finally called Wai, and she told me that she already got it for me!!! I was like: OMG....HAHAHA

So this is the look that I did..
Face:
Shu Uemura UV Mousse base SPF30 PA+++
Revlon Color Stay foundation in #Sand
MAC Blot Powder Loose # Medium Dark
NARS blush #Orgasm

Eyes:
Too Faced shadow Insurance
Urban Decay Naked palette #Virgin, Sin, Smog, Half Baked and Hustle
Kose Fasio magnet volume plus mascara
Shiseido Majolica Majorca mascara base
Bobbi Brown gel liner in #Sephia Ink


Lips:
Benefit Lipplump
MAC lipstick in Lovelorn

Bye March=(, Hi April=D

Yeah I know it is a long time ago....4 months...I can't believe it!
I always wanted to do a blogpost, but I was just too busy with my study, social life, getting my drivers license and other things...
BUT since I quit my study last week, I feel so free now....like a heavy stone on my shoulders just disappeared!

This study was too difficult for me, (and believe me: I HATE TO ADMIT THIS)..even for the other people. I missed the basic of mathematics and that made it be even more difficult,  (This is not an excuse, I always think: if you do your best, you will succeed).,even if I do this year all over again. BUT at a certain point I got very depressed(it was around the middle of March), I couldn't see the light anymore, it's like I'm floating in a black hole, don't know where to go and what to do. And doing the year over again is like digging an other hole for myself and jump inside that hole.

Furthermore, I was being unconscious about everything, when people talk to me, I couldn't get concentrated and LISTEN to people, of course I heard them, but it were my brains that couldn't pick up anything what they said, so I couldn't say anything back. I couldn't just go to people and talk to them, not because I don't like them.....actually my heart said, you have to talk to people, but my brain said "NOTHING"!!!!! because I was unconscious!! I thought I lost the human ability to talk to people.

Things were going like that for a while till the end of March, when the situation got worse....I let things go, I gave up, I wasn't doing my best to fix things, I failed.
One thing I did right was: I didn't turn my back to the people who were always supporting me and who loves me. I knew that I can always count on them and they will be just as supportive as they have always been. I am really thankful.

because of the support and love I woke up and started to think...I had deep thoughts and I was thinking really hard. Finally I realized: things can not be like this any longer, I can't let people down by being unhappy, and since my motivation was gone(because of the bad grades) and I got mentally ill sometimes....I had a conclusion, I said to myself: THIS IS NOT GOOD for me anymore..I have to make a decision.
So I decided to quit...that's the best thing I can do
It was a very difficult decision to make....and I am proud of myself that I was brave enough to make this decision.

But this doesn't means that I'm not going to study anymore...I'm going to look for other studies that are easier, healthier for me and (most important: )that makes me happy

"One door got closed doesn't means that the other doors are not open", this is not the only way to move forward. If you keep looking forward, you will find the right path.
This path may not be easy to pass through, but if you really want something, the universe will give you the power and support you to move forward.
And even though you have chosen the wrong path, you will learn from it. Like I did! I didn't spend a year for nothing? To be honest..I learned a lot! And what you've learned is from you, nobody can take away from you...

I will be fine=D I will survive!

So, try to be happy....A lot of people thinks being happy is really easy(for example having tons of money, power or owns everything!), but there are enough people in the world, who got tons of money and power, but still being unhappy and unsatisfied. I believe if you want to be happy you will find out what will make you truly happy. If you're unhappy right now, you have to do a self-review, just ask yourself, why can't I be happy? The answer to this question, is it a thing that you can change about? Or the thing that has to be changed is yourself?
Do the things that you can do, don't be late, as long as you're happy!

Haul-->PRIMARK Hooffdorp

Since I don't want to begin with the "opening sentence" that I always begin my blog-posts with.. I just go straight to the subject=)

Last Friday I went to Hoofddorp with my friend Wendy(she's is also a blogger, here is her blog) Since the Primark has opened there I always wanted to go there! Because I've heard that Primark sells a lot of goodies for an affordable price(well actually CHEAP!)
I really had full expectations! So I was very excited

I even got more excited when I got there in the city center of Hoofddorp and saw that EVERYONE walks with a bag from Primark...haha

But I have to say..after I spend 15 min there..I got disappointed..there were so many people and everyone was like: OMG this is so cheap so I HAVE to get this~~!
And I was like: OMG These things look so CHEAP...NEVER that I'm going to buy these....
Totally the opposite

Regardless to the fact that the clothing looked very cheap, I did find the jewelry very nice
The quality is okay(at least SOME of them) and they have a pretty huge collection to select from
So I only ended up with jewelries....
The price of them are between 1,5 euro and 5 euro

Here are the things that i got

3 necklaces(Primark)
1 bracelet set (Primark)
1 ring set(Primark)
and I also got 2 brooches for Wai but I already gave it to her xD

 I really like the ring set...it was only 2 euro, but the pearl is actually too big xD
I can deal with it xD

 And I also got a scarf from the H&M...it has a floral print, I think it will look really nice in the spring

And this necklace from Sascha ( I didn't know that Sascha sells accessories) It was 50% off, so I got it for only 5 euro
I really like the key and the rhinestone heart....it's a little Tiffany & Co look a like..but since I can't afford that one, I'm happy with this one=D


 

So yeah that was my mini haul..
I hope you enjoyed reading!

BBB--> Bye 2010 Hello 2011

Let us start with a quick update and some confessions
As usual, i've been really busy with things, not only school but also hanging out with friends.
I've been hanging out a lot last month, I like to hang out with friends but I really don't like to go home late, cuz my mom will get worried and it's not safe at all to walk home at night alone


Also I'm not really doing well at school. my university life started in September, but I still got 0 studypionts:O I know..it's bad! If I could turn back the time, I wouldn't let this come so far.
I've been really lazy lately, if I didn't feel like to go to university I just skip lectures, like it's non of my business. It gives me a really bad feeling so I tried to ignore that feeling most of the time, that's why I never felt guilty when I skipped lectures.

I've been shopping a lot, I know that I stopped updating my hauls and that kind of things on my blog...but one thing is clear..I never stopped buying things
Money just disappears...Somethimes on a daily basis(!!)
That's also the reason why I had to work a lot for these expenses, which detriments my time for studying....I tried not to admit this fact, but now I have to face this problem, cuz just like I said...this is a FACT!
I made up this excuse when people ask me how I dealed with this problem ( work and study)
I always give them this answer(my standard answer): Being tired can be defined in two ways: physically tired and mentally tired
When I'm physically tired doesn't means that I'm mentally tired and when I'm mentally tired doesn't means that I'm physically tired!
Studying makes me mentally tired, but not physically tired, so why not spend the time for my head to rest for working? Cuz I don't have to use my brains when I'm working! kill two birds with one stone! my body and my brain can rest in at the same time
But I cannot use this excuse anymore, because when I'm tired, means that I need to rest, whether I'm physically tired or mentally tired

Lately I've been very stupid, I wasn't really taking care of myself. Before Christmas I went to lasergame with my colleagues.
I was playing the game really fanatic, I didn't now what I've done, but I ran into a wall(it was really dark!)and I fell...
I bruised my ankle, it got really thick and it hurted like hell!
I couldn't stand on that foot, so I went to the first aid at Christmas eve
They took a photo of it, made sure that my ankle isn't broken
I had to walk with crutch for 3-4 days....I hated to walk with that thing!
But now it's alright, I don't need them anynore


Futhermore, I have to loose some weight.....cuz I don't feel well now....I seriously can feel the fat
I gained like 8 kilo's in the past 4 years...I think it's time to get back to that weight start from now

I've been complaining about my life....
cuz it really sucks, this isn't the life that I wanted/expected featuring all these failures of mine

So I'm definetly looking forward to 2011
A fresh begin and a better year to be

Here are my goals for 2011

1. I want to succeed my study, no more skipping lectures, good grades and always doing my best! No regrets!

2. Save more money and make more money, eventhough I know it's difficult, but still....

3. Loose some weight(>5 kilo's)


4. Get my Dutch drivers licence before my 20th birthday

5. Learning Korean language

6. No more failures, I want to be more confident in myself

7. Be more independent

8. I want my grandma to get better so that she can say goodbye to all her lung cancer cells

9. I want to get rid of my acne scars, on my face and back

10. I want to have somebody to love me from head to toe, just the way I am, including all my inperfections and failures

And last but not least:
I want my family and friends to be safe, healthy and happy

Say bye bye to the bad behaviours, laziness, mistakes and sad memories.
New year=new chances=fresh start=better life 

Be greatful with what you have, always looking forward and let the past stay in the past, take the good memories of 2010 with you and let us rock 2011!!

 

ILS--> MAC Venomous Villains Lipglass Hot House

I think I've tweeted about how "un-interesting" the venomous villains collection is, when I first saw the pictures,
but after a while, I was looking around on internet and I started to wondering how they look like in real, so I viewed some swatches on temptalia.com
Some products are really amazing!! and pretty as well!
I made a very short list for myself
I wanted to get the beauty blush in # Bite of an apple, lipglass in # Revenge is sweet and # Hot house

First I love the packagings of this collection!

Today I went to the MAC store, and I saw there are still a few products left from this collection
So I asked if they had the lipglass #hot house in stock, and the make up artist said, YES! It's the last one!!
I was like: OMG! I have to get it
I didn't think...within a second I decided to buy it, just because it was the last one! hahahaha
I tried it on when I got home and i have no regrets!
because its sooooo pretty!
It may look very purple-ish in the container, but it's actually not that purple!
It has pink shimmers and the pink shimmers are so pretty in combination with raspberrycolor

Some swatches
No flash

ILS--> "Recent" haul

Recent haul? so not recent.....
it's been a long time, so I think I should just post it in one blogpost

I got some MNY products, it was buy 2 get 1 free or something?
Lipgloss in #365 and a nailpolish in a dark brown color....

i got the blush in #501

 and a light purple eyeshadow

I really like this color, it's very pretty and definetly a fall-color

 Some hair clips with bows from H&M

 Bourjois lipstick in #07 I got it when it was buy one get one free at the ICI PARIS XL

 A jewelry box(organizer) from the V&D

the brand is called stackers

I was looking for a decent jewelry box then I found these stackable boxes,there are 5 different boxes( I think)
the one has no compartments,other divided in 3 compartments, and others in 5 levels and i got the one with 3 levels and a ring compartment

The uper one cost 29.95 and the other stackers cost 19,95 each

Got a pair of boots drom Cafe moda, I love this store =D they have nice boots

 

And Finally my new winter coat, i got it at the C&A friends and family sell for 25% off

But even without the discount I would get it, because it's so flattering. red is a nice color for asian skintones. it makes me stand out even more haha xD

But it cost me like 37 euro after the discount:P 

ILS--> MAC Viva glam Cyndi lipglass

Long time no see,
I've been very busy lately, so I stopped blogging for a while.
But, being busy doesn't mean that I stopped shopping :o hahaha
I wanted to get the Cyndi lipglass since I first saw it on internet...I think it's so pretty
and since I also own the viva glam cyndi lipstick I want this one even more
The color are not very similar.
The lipglass has more dimension and the lipstick is also pretty but not as flattering as the lipglass
 The packaging..here below, I love that packaging!

Here are some pics :D

Comparison with the lipstick, they look very similar, but they're actually different
Here are the swatches

Sorry I didn't appy it well xD just ignore it=D