BBB--> Bye 2010 Hello 2011

Let us start with a quick update and some confessions
As usual, i've been really busy with things, not only school but also hanging out with friends.
I've been hanging out a lot last month, I like to hang out with friends but I really don't like to go home late, cuz my mom will get worried and it's not safe at all to walk home at night alone


Also I'm not really doing well at school. my university life started in September, but I still got 0 studypionts:O I know..it's bad! If I could turn back the time, I wouldn't let this come so far.
I've been really lazy lately, if I didn't feel like to go to university I just skip lectures, like it's non of my business. It gives me a really bad feeling so I tried to ignore that feeling most of the time, that's why I never felt guilty when I skipped lectures.

I've been shopping a lot, I know that I stopped updating my hauls and that kind of things on my blog...but one thing is clear..I never stopped buying things
Money just disappears...Somethimes on a daily basis(!!)
That's also the reason why I had to work a lot for these expenses, which detriments my time for studying....I tried not to admit this fact, but now I have to face this problem, cuz just like I said...this is a FACT!
I made up this excuse when people ask me how I dealed with this problem ( work and study)
I always give them this answer(my standard answer): Being tired can be defined in two ways: physically tired and mentally tired
When I'm physically tired doesn't means that I'm mentally tired and when I'm mentally tired doesn't means that I'm physically tired!
Studying makes me mentally tired, but not physically tired, so why not spend the time for my head to rest for working? Cuz I don't have to use my brains when I'm working! kill two birds with one stone! my body and my brain can rest in at the same time
But I cannot use this excuse anymore, because when I'm tired, means that I need to rest, whether I'm physically tired or mentally tired

Lately I've been very stupid, I wasn't really taking care of myself. Before Christmas I went to lasergame with my colleagues.
I was playing the game really fanatic, I didn't now what I've done, but I ran into a wall(it was really dark!)and I fell...
I bruised my ankle, it got really thick and it hurted like hell!
I couldn't stand on that foot, so I went to the first aid at Christmas eve
They took a photo of it, made sure that my ankle isn't broken
I had to walk with crutch for 3-4 days....I hated to walk with that thing!
But now it's alright, I don't need them anynore


Futhermore, I have to loose some weight.....cuz I don't feel well now....I seriously can feel the fat
I gained like 8 kilo's in the past 4 years...I think it's time to get back to that weight start from now

I've been complaining about my life....
cuz it really sucks, this isn't the life that I wanted/expected featuring all these failures of mine

So I'm definetly looking forward to 2011
A fresh begin and a better year to be

Here are my goals for 2011

1. I want to succeed my study, no more skipping lectures, good grades and always doing my best! No regrets!

2. Save more money and make more money, eventhough I know it's difficult, but still....

3. Loose some weight(>5 kilo's)


4. Get my Dutch drivers licence before my 20th birthday

5. Learning Korean language

6. No more failures, I want to be more confident in myself

7. Be more independent

8. I want my grandma to get better so that she can say goodbye to all her lung cancer cells

9. I want to get rid of my acne scars, on my face and back

10. I want to have somebody to love me from head to toe, just the way I am, including all my inperfections and failures

And last but not least:
I want my family and friends to be safe, healthy and happy

Say bye bye to the bad behaviours, laziness, mistakes and sad memories.
New year=new chances=fresh start=better life 

Be greatful with what you have, always looking forward and let the past stay in the past, take the good memories of 2010 with you and let us rock 2011!!

 

ILS--> MAC Venomous Villains Lipglass Hot House

I think I've tweeted about how "un-interesting" the venomous villains collection is, when I first saw the pictures,
but after a while, I was looking around on internet and I started to wondering how they look like in real, so I viewed some swatches on temptalia.com
Some products are really amazing!! and pretty as well!
I made a very short list for myself
I wanted to get the beauty blush in # Bite of an apple, lipglass in # Revenge is sweet and # Hot house

First I love the packagings of this collection!

Today I went to the MAC store, and I saw there are still a few products left from this collection
So I asked if they had the lipglass #hot house in stock, and the make up artist said, YES! It's the last one!!
I was like: OMG! I have to get it
I didn't think...within a second I decided to buy it, just because it was the last one! hahahaha
I tried it on when I got home and i have no regrets!
because its sooooo pretty!
It may look very purple-ish in the container, but it's actually not that purple!
It has pink shimmers and the pink shimmers are so pretty in combination with raspberrycolor

Some swatches
No flash

ILS--> "Recent" haul

Recent haul? so not recent.....
it's been a long time, so I think I should just post it in one blogpost

I got some MNY products, it was buy 2 get 1 free or something?
Lipgloss in #365 and a nailpolish in a dark brown color....

i got the blush in #501

 and a light purple eyeshadow

I really like this color, it's very pretty and definetly a fall-color

 Some hair clips with bows from H&M

 Bourjois lipstick in #07 I got it when it was buy one get one free at the ICI PARIS XL

 A jewelry box(organizer) from the V&D

the brand is called stackers

I was looking for a decent jewelry box then I found these stackable boxes,there are 5 different boxes( I think)
the one has no compartments,other divided in 3 compartments, and others in 5 levels and i got the one with 3 levels and a ring compartment

The uper one cost 29.95 and the other stackers cost 19,95 each

Got a pair of boots drom Cafe moda, I love this store =D they have nice boots

 

And Finally my new winter coat, i got it at the C&A friends and family sell for 25% off

But even without the discount I would get it, because it's so flattering. red is a nice color for asian skintones. it makes me stand out even more haha xD

But it cost me like 37 euro after the discount:P 

ILS--> MAC Viva glam Cyndi lipglass

Long time no see,
I've been very busy lately, so I stopped blogging for a while.
But, being busy doesn't mean that I stopped shopping :o hahaha
I wanted to get the Cyndi lipglass since I first saw it on internet...I think it's so pretty
and since I also own the viva glam cyndi lipstick I want this one even more
The color are not very similar.
The lipglass has more dimension and the lipstick is also pretty but not as flattering as the lipglass
 The packaging..here below, I love that packaging!

Here are some pics :D

Comparison with the lipstick, they look very similar, but they're actually different
Here are the swatches

Sorry I didn't appy it well xD just ignore it=D

ILS--> Maybelline Superstay lipcolor

Last week I was hanging in the city mall in almere, and I looked around, the maybelline superstay lipcolor was 50% everywhere...
I read reviews before about how amazing these are, so I wanted to try
I swatched almost every color I could find...I tried to swatch every color by looking them at different drugstores..
Finally I decided to buy....
I wanted 2 colors number 431 (silk pink) and 419(raspberry)
but since I couldn't find 419, so I bought #431 first to try
And I like it....the consistency is good, though it dries within a minute=S after it dries, you have to apply the other side, its a lipbalm and it makes your lips shine and glossy
It does its job, its super long lasting....but it does chip after a few hours..but I don't mind to apply it once again :P
And then after 3-4 days I stopped by the Kruidvat in Muziekwijk, then I found #419!! YAY

I have the swatches of #419...I think I lost the swatches of #431
I really like this color, it matches my skin color and makes it appear brighter=)
It's so pigmented and smooth to apply

I really like the lipstick in general, it has a large collection of colors and the price is very reasonable

Product ★★★★★
Price★★★★★(it was 50% discount)
Packaging★★★☆☆
repurchase? Definetly!!